Monday, December 18, 2017

Hurt

I can only chase you in my thoughts
I've come far enough towards the ledge for you
I would gladly take the leap if told me to

I followed you like an adoring puppy
And now I've hit a wall of emptiness
I don't know what hurts more...
knowing you won't let me in
or
thinking I was nothing, nothing at all
friendship wasn't even on the table 

My heart still hurts.